Today was the D day many people wait for in any one career. The Day when are offered there ratings, which directly define where you stand among the lot. As my boss was handing over to me this letter , i really thought i would be among the top 10% of the crowd. All through my life i was among the top crowd and i feel this rating would be of the same sort.
But to my surprise i had been offered a so called mid rating, i dont know whether i reacted well but i shared my disappointments to my bosses. I really dont know what went wrong in the last year or rather dont know who has performed exceptionally well. Though there has been a cut in bonus,promotion,increment declared, but the rating plays a vital role in accessing the performance of the individuals and i feel cheated.
This pathetic rating is making me wild,as i will miss many opportunities like to in the Tata Administrative services, or some other programs. Though bosses try to pursue, but i really feel demoralized, dejected,demotivated.
I really feel that rating is more than only performing, it may also be about having good rapport with the decision makers, i beleive that this rating is the reflection of that perception.
Being a self motivator,self starter i never wanted to be in a groove, but i feel that i need to slow things, i need to slow the pace of the work.
lets see what is lying ahead... May god open his eyes and see what is really happening....
Regds,
Chetan
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